Everything seems to be so stale, stagnant and rotting. It's not in a particular section of my life, but every bit of it. Time is just passing by. Even I seem to ignore time, knowing I wont get it back. Sometimes I feel like - let this time just pass by.
I don't find myself enthusiastic in any aspect. Have lot of pending things to take care of -
1. Swimming
2. Renovation of flat, want to shelve few furnitures and buy new ones, painting
3. Change in job, learn new technologies
4. Plan to buy Audi Q3 or Europe trip
5. Khata
Life is becoming monotonous, routine. Nothing new nor no change in routine makes it dull. Such situations are hard to tackle and come out. Time is the best healer, I believe. But then how long to wait ?
Dad's health is deteriorating. It's beyond my reach now. Mom has given up totally. Naina is searching for the silver line. And I am lost. Brain stroke has struck him badly, making his quality of life nil. Looks like the only good thing that can happen is "The end". Hopes still survive within.
Only statement that fits right for my situation - "All is not well"
