Bollywood, Hollywood, Sandalwood ...all the woods have exaggerated "friendship" so much that I have always felt I need a friend, jo always says "yes" when I need. But wait friend was there during Mahabharat days, remember Lord Krishna and Sudhama? they hardly met, yet were connect. What's the point of having one and not in touch on regular basis?
Coming to the current days, who has time to travel 30-45 mins to meet? Call and talk once in 2-3 days? Or even text to say "Hey". I feel it's not about time, its about preference or priority. And I need that one person who gives me priority, pretty expensive ask.
Just because I want such a person, no human being will be ready to auto connect like a wi-fi, I should have worked on it long long back. Did I ever ? Oh yeah, I have established a lot and at every stage of my life, but none of them have lasted. Everything perishes, expecting friendship to float for life isn't fair. Yet, I want one friend !
I happened to come across one lady who is self sufficient, absolutely "I don't need anybody to spend time with, to make me happy, be there for me when I need" types. Although she has friends. I am simply not able to digest how can it be attained, just not possible for me.
The changes in my life lately are pushing to get to that stage, may be sooner or later I might attain moksha of all the "friendly" pleasures. If this happens then old age is going to be easier? or difficult? Because at that point of time I would like to tell my stories, definitely N wont be in a situation to listen to me, as I talk and trouble her so much now itself. Well, let's not think about future too much now.
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